Warning if you don't like what you read then take it and shove it. I tell it like it is. Some things may not be suitable for others due to sexual content I might be slightly graphic or pictures will appear. This blog is about my life, things I like, love, and so much more, it IS dysfunctional and has many emotions. My blog is about me and how life is and I write about it to help me reflect on how days weeks months are and how life improves and slides back down the ever climbing hill of life.
Oh wow its been forever since i blogged. A lot has happened i moved out of the abusive environment i was in and moved back in with my parents so we have the whole family back under one roof plus one. Counseling is going good and my ex is back in my life somewhat. We talk once in awhile but i'm hoping things don't go back to the way it was. I finally got a lap top and i'm working on paying off my bed. Still looking for a job and its stressing me out cause i know unemployment won't last. Good news is i have cut back on my smoking instead of a pack a day or more i smoke a fourth to half a pack it all varies. There is alot on my mind and alot i'm not sure how to put on here. Its been depressing for me not knowing whats going to happen to me financially but i know in the end it will all work out. I'm hoping i can blog regularly. I'm hoping to work on my BOS but its not my main focus right now.