Monday, May 30, 2011

Lazy Monday

Today is Memorial Day it normally doesn't feel like a holiday but today is different. We didn't get mail, I didn't have class, and overall I feel lazy I didn't feel like doing much I woke up later than what I wanted. But I did get what I was supposed to do in school done for the day. I still have a lot of surveys to do. I spent most of my time reading the news and signing petitions. I'm currently working on my playlist and about to start farming and doing surveys. I did take a walk tonight with my sister which it was nice we got to talk and she bought me water while she ate ice cream. I feel like I haven't done much and yet idk I'm not really sure how I feel. I know I feel like I should be doing something but not sure what and yet I don't feel like doing anything. I think i'm going to go and work on my surveys and hopefully post tomorrow and things can be different.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

The end of the weekend

Well today is Sunday the end of the weekend but yet its also Memorial weekend so most people still have off until Tuesday. I've got a good portion of my school done which is good. I've learned a lot about what my learning style is. I've then spent the rest of the day the last several hours watching movies. I'm currently watching the Heroes series and now I can't pay attention any more so now I'm planning on checking my emails, doing some surveys, farming, and catching up on the news. My mind has drawn a blank so I think I'll go do my thing.

Friday, May 27, 2011


Well today is friday the beginning of the weekend. Not much going on been working on some school talking to a friend and hopefully it could be more but I live in a different city and don't have a car. I'm taking a mental break right now I worked on one subject and got what I needed to get done for today. I've been up since 9 30ish which is weird cause i'm hardly up that early unless i'm up all night. Well not much to post today or that I can think of so going to watch a movie and then work on this other subject.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Hump day Oh Happy day

Well today is Wednesday and I had school today after having a break this last week since it was midterms. Not much going on today I woke up late this afternoon went to the library to pick up a book. I have counseling next week and finally my parents are doing something about the foul person living with us they found alcohol hidden in the closet and it was making the up stairs smell horrible cause it fermented and was just really gross. They said that if she can afford alcohol then she can afford to pay rent so if she doesn't come up with some money she's out of here I'm really happy and can't wait for this to all end. I'm excited cause class is back in action and have about 5 more weeks for this term or semester or whatever you want to call it. Life feels pretty good right now. I still have almost 60 emails for surveys to do so I'm going to go do that and hopefully I can blog tomorrow.

Tuesday, May 24, 2011


Well not much really going on here just sitting and watching Stardust with my sister. I haven't been online in two days or so. Its been raining but I can't really complain its better than having an extremely dry heat. I'm going to see a counselor again if I can get them to answer my call. I've got mixed feelings about seeing a counselor again. One cause I really liked the one I was seeing until he left. Two cause i'm really not sure about the second reason. Well I got a ton of emails to go through so I'm going to go and do that now.

Sunday, May 22, 2011


Well I haven't been able to blog daily like I would like but eh life goes on. I'm currently sitting here watching a movie The 10th Kingdom. Its one of my favorites. I watched The Secret Window with my sister earlier it was pretty good it had Johnny Depp in it. I asked mom earlier today if we had the money for me to see a counselor and she never really answered my question. There isn't really much going on today or lately in the past two days. We did have a tornado watch/warning today and it is possible until 9pm tonight that we could have one in our area. Supposedly the world was supposed to end yesterday and that never happened either. I think weather permitting that I'll walk and go to the library. Well I think I'm going to work on my surveys and what not now.

Friday, May 20, 2011

MIA almost 11 days....

Yep that is right I've been MIA for almost 11 days between school and keeping up with emails and facebook I haven't really had much time to blog. This week though is midterms and they are giving us kind of a break. I've been able to keep good grades which is making me happy and I feel like life is better for the most part. We got a puppy a few weeks ago and is kind of driving me crazy but I guess I really can't do anything about it. Part of me feels like I should see a counselor but yet I really don't want my parents to have to pay for it and knowing my parents they really can't afford it. I'm not really happy cause of the person living with my parents I really hate her and wish she was dead. You may ask what makes her so bad that you wish she was dead. Well she's disgusting its like living with a pig she's inconsiderate and filthy. I don't know how many times I've told her not to paint her nails and toes inside the house because the smell of the nail polish makes me sick. She did it in her room tonight thinking oh it will be ok well no cause I can still smell it and I've shut my door and turned on the fan and opened my window so I can breath. She eats more than I do and yet she will sit there and complain about being fat. The kicker is she doesn't look that fat. My sister is annoying me to it could be that I'm easily annoyed right now for the past couple of days I've been wanting to smack someone or scream but yet I just keep it all inside. My music for the most part keeps me sane as sane as can be. Well I think I'm going to go and finish checking my emails and what not and hopefully I can blog again soon.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Monday Night, Tuesday Morning

Well it is a little after 1am here in Mo. I had a busy day Monday... I finished my essay, cleaned a trash can that had puke in it that sat on our porch for almost a month or so, did dishes, cleaned the kitchen and swept the kitchen and back porch, did my laundry and cleaned my room, and for the most part done with school this week. I have blood that i need taken today ( Tuesday) my mood is pretty good according to pandora radio. A lot of show tunes and country playing. Its been really muggy yesterday and its pretty humid tonight I don't think i can sleep comfortably in this weather so also to ensure that i'm up to get my blood drawn i'm just staying up i have surveys to do and a farm to take care of. Not a whole lot going on now I thought I would post here before I got to involved with my surveys.

Sunday, May 8, 2011

Mother's Day

Well today is Mother's Day and I got to sleep in today and when I got up I gave mom her present. She really liked it. Then I ate my breakfast and then I ended up sleeping for the rest of the day. So now that I'm up I could go back to bed but I need to work on school, emails, surveys, and facebook so I think I'm going to stay up for awhile.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

The weekend...

That is right its Saturday and not much going on I have an essay to do and going to spend my day doing that. I was invited to go out of town this weekend for a booty call but I've declined since this paper is due. I'm still having severe headaches if I exert to much energy doing anything even going up and down the stairs. I can tell its Saturday I don't feel like doing shit. But oh well I got to do what I got to do. Well i'm headed to go do that paper now.

Thursday, May 5, 2011


Ok so I've been MIA for almost a week and I notice that its kind of a pattern for me. I should take some time for reflection. I have a schedule of what I need to do each day. I'm trying to manage my time better and that way I feel a little bit more in control of my life. I'm doing pretty good in school I've got an A- for my first week so not bad not bad at all. This weekend is Mother's Day and I think I'm going to give mom her gift instead of waiting until her birthday or even Christmas. I've also been having a headache for the past 4 days and mom thinks that its my blood pressure which it could be cause its really high. I'm currently taking a mental break from school I got one class pretty much done I still need to post on the discussion board and a seminar to do in it then I'm finish for the week. I then have an essay do and its just getting it done is the problem. Well I think i'm going to go finish what surveys I've started and then start on school again.