Saturday, August 20, 2011

Saturday...Just started...

Well its Saturday and I just woke up about an hour ago my day has just started. Not much going on here I've got one assignment sent in and still need to work on my other one. I still got my DB to work on as well. I'm planning on working on those today. I got news from the dr yesterday I lost 7lbs in the last month. I'm still on the viibryd and will get samples every other month. I really can't of anything to post here i'm feeling really tired I took a benadryl to stop my itching. I may take a nap soon.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Stressful Thursday...

      That's right today has been stressful I've spent most of my day since I was up at noon trying to find an opposing view on why identity theft isn't that threatening. So far I'm not finding it so I can post on my discussion board for school. I did write about another paragraph for my paper on identity theft so I can lead up to the opposing view. I'm done for the night and now to just enjoy my night! I've still been talking to a few guys and been pretty happy. The minor hasn't messaged me so I guess he realized it was a bad idea to i don't know and as long as he doesn't talk to me i'm fine. Anyways not much going on here just school and boredom and stress.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Wow two post two days in a row!

Wow this is an accomplishment two post two days in a row. I'm feeling really happy right now one guy that i've been talking to lives not to far from here and I think I've fallen in love. He makes me happier than a kid at christmas. I can't remember being this happy before I know not to get my hopes up but hopefully this will last. I got my revision done to draft for my paper i still need to expand it some. I still have surveys to do and some other stuff but I felt like posting and writing about how i'm feeling right now.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Tuesday, Seriously?

Well I was about to label this Manic Monday but I just realized its actually Tuesday what the hell? Already it feels like this week is going to go by so fast I have a list of stuff to do and don't feel like I have enough time. I've been up since about 3am and haven't really done much and I'm already tired. I vacuumed my grandmas house and had breakfast I got home and took the dog out and she went in to the road and then went to the bathroom. We came inside and I was txting this really cute guy and j/o and made a vid for him. Mean while the dog got the great idea to go through the bathroom trash and get in to several other things and so I had to clean up messes. I think terriers are named that for a reason they terrorize people they terrorize houses and get in to everything. I've told her no until I'm blue in the face and it doesn't do any good I've tapped her and told her no and she thinks i'm playing. I'm seriously wanting to get a shock collar for her it will teach her the meaning of the word no. Dad made pancakes again this morning I'm really not sure if I want any of it though I had a half order of biscuits and gravy this morning but it was like an hour or two ago. I'll probably work on my paper in about an hour or so I just pray that the muses visit me and inspire me to write my paper. Pray that the gods will take away my headache and give me the energy and motivation I need to get it done. I need to take a shower today as well. Between sweating and smelling like cum its kind of sick. I've got I don't know how many personal profiles but I'm finally getting hits again and then Craig Lists I've got about 4 hits off of it. One guy from one site is positive and I wouldn't mind doing stuff with him I'm like really horny and haven't had any in awhile I'm about to kiss my cares good bye and let him do me raw and bareback but I know that if I do that then I might regret it well I know I will regret it if I get any diseases. But at the same time is it 100% certain that I would get it or is it 50/50. I wish I could see my counselor but I don't have an appointment until the 27th I'm hoping that I don't see the guy until after my appointment. I have a 15yo talking to me and I know when I was that age I had a guy that was my age talking to me and I appreciated it a lot I learned some stuff and it was good to have someone older to talk to. But I'm really not sure about this whole video chat and sexting is a really good idea I'm not the one bring it up either. I would really hate being labeled as a pedophile and the thing is the kid doesn't look like he's 15 I would have guessed 16 at least. Logically I feel like I should tell the kid that we have to stop talking I know he has puppy love cause he's telling me those three words that should not be said yet especially with our age difference what 6 years and there are couples that have the age difference of 6 years or more and yet its ok but I guess they have to wait until they reach the legal age. I can understand if the kid is below 15 then there would be a major problem but some people can't except that 15 is close to 17. Well I'm going to start working on my list of to do and hopefully post some time soon

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Sunday the end of another weekend

Well not much going on I've got a break this week from school I do think I'll be working on my paper today trying to keep myself busy. I was supposed to see a friend this weekend but that didn't happen he canceled without telling me. I really hate when that happens. Of course he has a partner so I shouldn't have held my breath. I should have just went to the movies with my family but what is done is done. I've been pretty happy lately I've been talking to a few guys that makes me feel good and I hope something becomes of it. I'm just currently talking to a couple of guys and listening to music been up for about 12 hours and not sure when I'll go to bed.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011


      MIA once again and this time its been over a month I can't believe it. School is going pretty good this second term is harder than the first but so far I've got good grades and that is all that matters to me sure I'd like to be an A student but my life doesn't depend on it to live. Sure its a good way to make sure that I've got bragging rights but I won't die if I don't have A's. This term I'm in right now I'm taking civil litigation and college comp one and I've got papers due every week. This last week I started on writing a paper for my subject cyber crime and it will be pretty interesting it means a lot of research to be done but I think it will be worth it.

      I'm still seeing a counselor and so far its going pretty good I don't have another appointment until August 27th. I should then be his first official client :) I'm not really sure how to feel about that I think I should feel honored. But yet I also feel like I'll be his guinea pig and I'm not sure I spelled that right but eh oh well. I'm kind of glad that my counselor is gay cause then he can relate more to me. I still miss the other guy he was really cool but things happen for a reason and we just have to accept them and move on.  The doctor put me on a new medication for the bi polar I'm up more and sleeping way less and I'm not hungry like I used to be I've actually don't feel hungry most of the time. I would think with all this free time I would blog more but that hasn't happened.

      Well ok since you now know how school is going and how things are going health wise that is important on to talk more about the fun stuff. I haven't done much farming on facebook or playing much of the games on there but I have been drowning myself in music and watching movies I've been mostly singing on facebook most of the time. My sister says I'm a spammer but I haven't got any complaints. Today or well yesterday should I say I had breakfast with my grandma after helping her at her house with vacuuming and dusting. I got my phone back on today and my ex well to be straight forward he can go to hell yes I still love him but I can't set myself up to be hurt again. I normally set myself up to be hurt again every time I talk to him or try to trust him. I was supposed to have a phone with him but coming to find out it was with his ex and they broke up recently cause his ex supposivly bashed him in the head with a laptop and I say good for him he needed it along time ago but the way I see it is Karma is getting him back for the way he treated me. I  then spent the rest of the day with my friend and I got to suck him off after he got off of work and then tomorrow or today i'm supposed to meet a new guy and have some more fun I'm hoping that another friend of mine will be free this weekend and we can go to his place but if not oh well. Well I'm headed off to have a smoke and fix some tea and enjoy my night.