Tuesday, August 9, 2011

Tuesday, Seriously?

Well I was about to label this Manic Monday but I just realized its actually Tuesday what the hell? Already it feels like this week is going to go by so fast I have a list of stuff to do and don't feel like I have enough time. I've been up since about 3am and haven't really done much and I'm already tired. I vacuumed my grandmas house and had breakfast I got home and took the dog out and she went in to the road and then went to the bathroom. We came inside and I was txting this really cute guy and j/o and made a vid for him. Mean while the dog got the great idea to go through the bathroom trash and get in to several other things and so I had to clean up messes. I think terriers are named that for a reason they terrorize people they terrorize houses and get in to everything. I've told her no until I'm blue in the face and it doesn't do any good I've tapped her and told her no and she thinks i'm playing. I'm seriously wanting to get a shock collar for her it will teach her the meaning of the word no. Dad made pancakes again this morning I'm really not sure if I want any of it though I had a half order of biscuits and gravy this morning but it was like an hour or two ago. I'll probably work on my paper in about an hour or so I just pray that the muses visit me and inspire me to write my paper. Pray that the gods will take away my headache and give me the energy and motivation I need to get it done. I need to take a shower today as well. Between sweating and smelling like cum its kind of sick. I've got I don't know how many personal profiles but I'm finally getting hits again and then Craig Lists I've got about 4 hits off of it. One guy from one site is positive and I wouldn't mind doing stuff with him I'm like really horny and haven't had any in awhile I'm about to kiss my cares good bye and let him do me raw and bareback but I know that if I do that then I might regret it well I know I will regret it if I get any diseases. But at the same time is it 100% certain that I would get it or is it 50/50. I wish I could see my counselor but I don't have an appointment until the 27th I'm hoping that I don't see the guy until after my appointment. I have a 15yo talking to me and I know when I was that age I had a guy that was my age talking to me and I appreciated it a lot I learned some stuff and it was good to have someone older to talk to. But I'm really not sure about this whole video chat and sexting is a really good idea I'm not the one bring it up either. I would really hate being labeled as a pedophile and the thing is the kid doesn't look like he's 15 I would have guessed 16 at least. Logically I feel like I should tell the kid that we have to stop talking I know he has puppy love cause he's telling me those three words that should not be said yet especially with our age difference what 6 years and there are couples that have the age difference of 6 years or more and yet its ok but I guess they have to wait until they reach the legal age. I can understand if the kid is below 15 then there would be a major problem but some people can't except that 15 is close to 17. Well I'm going to start working on my list of to do and hopefully post some time soon

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